[Of course, he could trust Camilla and already had. The problem was that Ignis himself didn't know where to even begin. He took a slow breath, hands on the edge of the counter as if he briefly needed the support.]
If things were any different--no, even if they weren't. If such a day came when Noct asked me to let the world fall to ruin to protect him, I would do it in an instant.
I'm selfish in a...perhaps twisted way. I care nothing for myself, for our world, for anything when placed next to Noctis. None of it matters, not even my own life.
I am--I have always been nothing but his right hand. How can I-...how can I so easily insist that Saturn has value and worth when I have never once believed the same about myself?
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[Of course, he could trust Camilla and already had. The problem was that Ignis himself didn't know where to even begin. He took a slow breath, hands on the edge of the counter as if he briefly needed the support.]
If things were any different--no, even if they weren't. If such a day came when Noct asked me to let the world fall to ruin to protect him, I would do it in an instant.
I'm selfish in a...perhaps twisted way. I care nothing for myself, for our world, for anything when placed next to Noctis. None of it matters, not even my own life.
I am--I have always been nothing but his right hand. How can I-...how can I so easily insist that Saturn has value and worth when I have never once believed the same about myself?