You know, probably. [He answered with a small, tired laugh.] All of mine are ones I adopted out of necessity to benefit Noctis--even cooking. It feels strange to consider picking something up solely for myself.

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Don't misunderstand this. Whether I was obligated or not, I do genuinely care about him in more than merely my role as hand and advisor. I've no intention of leaving his side, it's merely that...all this has brought to light that perhaps I've been on the same self-destructive path as Saturn for too long.