Camilla (
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[So. In a word, this whole confrontation could very well be described as a travesty. Between finding out a good deal about Cyrus, which could be described as their objective, and finding out everything about Dawn, it's been generally bad. This day is honestly about as canceled as Sunyshore City itself, and considering the state of the city...well, that's pretty damn canceled.
The beach is probably the last place anyone really wants to go, considering the weather, but it's there and at the very least, it's quiet. It's not much of a party, all considered, but at least they're not all cramped in the lighthouse. For whatever it's worth.
May as well rest before they go in another direction tomorrow; everyone's liable to be weary after today.]
The beach is probably the last place anyone really wants to go, considering the weather, but it's there and at the very least, it's quiet. It's not much of a party, all considered, but at least they're not all cramped in the lighthouse. For whatever it's worth.
May as well rest before they go in another direction tomorrow; everyone's liable to be weary after today.]
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I dunno, actually. I'm more okay than most people would be about what happened to Dawn, I'm pretty sure. I'm mostly just pissed off about what he said to you, and about the shit he was doing to Rey.
How about you?
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Oh, what he was doing to Rey was absolutely reprehensible. I really do hope she'll be alright; I can only imagine what's going through her head right now, but it must be dreadful.
[That's easy to talk about, that doesn't require thinking because jesus christ Cyrus, don't go fucking Rey up? She'll fuckin' fight, she swears.
...When the subject shifts to herself, uh. That's probably where she's the most kind of.]
...Well, I wager furious would be obvious. Outside of that, it's... [There's a bit of a noise, as she weaves one of her hands into her hair and rakes her hand through it.] ...I shouldn't put stock into anything that hideous man states, but I suppose here I am.
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[It's a noncommittal response, though, a placeholder while he gets his thoughts together rather than an affirmation of any actual part of that.]
So what part of it's getting to you? Because I've got a guess, but I'm not gonna go playing twenty questions to see if I'm right.
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...Most of what he said truly isn't false. I'm not offended by the idea that he would chose to eradicate me. I'm a soldier, after all, and I've done plenty to deserve it. I've long since accepted that I'll likely die for all that I've done; all the blood I've shed will catch up to me. It's simply a matter of ensuring that they won't take the ones I love, before I die.
[So there's. That. But really, the sky looks quite nice tonight and that's where her gaze is likely gonna stay.]
I don't deserve chances, or forgiveness. I willingly became that sort of monster, and I'm willing to incur the price for it. It's simply that they'll have to kill me first, and I would never show someone like that mercy.
It's...the fact that I don't deserve any understanding from any of you, that's...well, making me insipid.
[She's. Making a good attempt at deflecting and laughing, at least.]
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[He'll move a bit closer to her, though he isn't touching her any; just closing proximity.]
He doesn't get to choose shit like that. Whether you deserve understanding from any of us is our goddamn choice - it's not really yours, if we're all gonna be blunt, and it sure as shit isn't his. It's our thing to shove in your face whenever we damn well please.
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...You lot do have quite a bit of that to shove around, I do admit. Really, it's quite admirable. I don't think I've seen a group of people so willing to throw hope and understanding around like a flurry of javelins.
[That gets a bit of laughter, honestly, though she does shake her head a bit.]
Don't ever misunderstand; I truly am thankful for that.
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No, trust me, I have had more goddamn hope and friendship and understanding thrown in my fucking face than I know what to do with. Everybody's kind of a bit much with that? Almost makes me grateful that Team Galactic's apparently full of sad, broken people - we can just let everyone upset them into submission.
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[She looks back at him, chuckling a little more freely. It's actually nice, being out of her head like this, and kind of just...realizing that no, the dastard was wrong about this shit.
...Gods, the rest of those Galactics though...]
...Gods, we really do have a good track record with that, don't we? I suppose if the method itself isn't broken, then it doesn't require fixing; it's allowed us to survive thus far. There's certainly merit in it, though with Jupiter and Mars possibly incoming...
[just. vaguely gestures. those two are gonna be disasters.]
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Ah, yeah. Party Girl and Cyrus' Number One Girlfriend. That's gonna be a shitshow.
[Yeah, he's got nothing.]
Hopefully they don't have those chains in 'em, that's just going to send everything straight to hell. Especially if they can summon God? We need exactly neither of those idiots summoning God.
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[Someone is gonna set god on our asses and it's gonna be a goddamn shitshow.]
...Unless that chain takes away some of their aggression, but really, considering Saturn, something like that working to our benefit is close to an impossibility. [She shakes her head.] It would be quite nice if we could avoid them summoning the gods forsaken thing, however. At least we know better than to issue a challenge.
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[His money's kind of on Mars?]
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[That is said in the most babying sarcastic tone she can goddamn manage.]
That, and she's not liable to break down as easily as the others. She loves him far too much to even consider such a thing.
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[jupiter looked at an opportunity for power and went "it's free real estate", and you know what, she's a shithead but she's an understandable shithead.]
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[...JAKE, NO.]
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Congratulations, she's just losing her shit over that, kind of doubling over and laughing really damn hard, thanks--]
Oh, absolutely! Really, he's someone who looks like he's only alive on a technicality. And that face of his? It looks like he took the idea of making a sour expression and getting it stuck on his face a challenge.
[SHE IS SO HERE FOR SHITTALKING THIS FUCKER]
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God. Just answer "is he 25 or 50?" with "yes."
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[god.]
...It's gonna be okay, I think. When we eventually take him. I don't know what it was about today of all things, but even if it went like shit, I feel a lot less like it's gonna be impossible?
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[...to say nothing of everything else...]
I almost dare say we've gained some semblance of respect from him. For whatever that's worth.
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[Mmmmmm, he doesn't like it.]
I don't know how good a thing that is - it pisses me off when the Galactic guys dismiss us, but I don't know if the whole worthy-adversary thing is something we want while he still outclasses us that badly.
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...Neither do I, really. It's very possible that we've made a very large mistake. Even if we're disrupting his footholds, we in and of ourselves can't do much when the gods are brought out onto the field.
[...]
Do you think we'll truly be able to match them, if we stay our course?
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No.
[He hates it, Camilla.]
We had no goddamn chance against Dialga. I can't even fucking...imagine what this creator they've got is going to be like.
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It gets some bitter laughter from her, and her gaze goes back out towards the sky.]
...I know. It's liable to be something more terrifying than anyone can imagine, and that...truly doesn't bode well for us.
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