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with knowledge comes great responsibility

[What an absolute ordeal all of that was.

Today was certainly one hell of a day, that's for sure; they've managed to take care of another Guardian and gain it's trust (or at the very least, something resembling it), they managed to find Candice and manage to...well, maybe not get her back in a state that's altogether wanted, but ensure they managed to get her at least into a place where she could possibly regain herself. It will likely be a process, as such things are, but they've done their best, and they should have no regrets.

The center is definitely going to be a welcome reprieve for all of their suffering, at the very least. The Kompot is certainly more than enough to likely get everyone warmed back up and in a stable condition, along with the copious amount of blankets the locals have provided. They've got the time to rest and get ready for their next adventure.

Rest well, ye merry band of travelers. You've earned it.]

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Yeah, Ba'ul's an Entelexeia. They're not monsters, though they look more like monsters than humans. As far as I know there aren't any monsters that can talk. They do kind of remind me of Pokémon... just less cute and way more aggressive.

...So they're people. The Entelexeia.

[That's what Uxie and Bucky were talking about, right?]

They're not humans, but they're people, yeah?

Yeah, exactly. Ba'ul's just as much a person as everyone else in our group.

[Humans, Kritya, Entelexeia, Pokémon... there sure are a lot of different groups that can be identified as "people", huh.]

[But what the fuck is Repede, though.

...Anyway. He's kind of quiet for a moment before just- ]

You doing better now that you got to beat the shit out of someone for a while?

[we just don't know tbh.]

...Yeah, I think so.

[He's quiet for a moment before sighing heavily.]

It can be pretty frustrating not being able to do anything to help.

[He's a fighter, not a negotiator...]

What about you? Feeling a little less worked up?

Sorta, yeah. That was just kind of a lot, I guess.

Yeah.

[It was definitely a lot.]

...Do you want to talk about it?

...I don't know. Do you?

Honestly, I don't know either.

[He lifts his shoulders a bit, but it's not really a proper shrug.]

Usually I don't talk about it. I find something I can do and I just... do it. Take care of what I can, even if it's something small.

[...]

I don't really know what to do here.

I don't know if there's a whole lot we can do. This is just... It's fucked up, and it's sad, but it doesn't feel like we can do enough about a lot of it.

Yeah. Even if we find the next guardian and help it out... then what? I don't like being a downer, but it really doesn't sound like we stand much of a chance against Cyrus.

That's 'cause we don't.

[He shrugs at that, actually.]

So we're gonna kick his ass the same way we'd kick anyone else's ass - we're just going to be more bullheaded than he is. You'd be surprised at how fucking far you can get just by refusing to lie down and die, you know?

Heh.

[That gets him to grin and he sits up a bit.]

Don't worry, I've got no plans of lying down and dying. More bullheaded than he is, huh...? Yeah, I think we can do that. Just look at the people we've got in this group, I seriously doubt any one of us would be fine just giving up now.

[See, there you go.]

I don't know about you, but I don't like the idea of dying just because some random fuckhead decided I should. If I'm gonna die, it's because I'm doing something I chose to do.

Yeah, our odds are shit, but sometimes the odds are so fucking bad that they don't matter anymore and you might as well just go for it.

That's a good way of looking at it.

[...]

Thanks, Jake. I needed to hear that. I've been through some pretty bad situations, but nothing that's ever really seemed this bleak. The last time anything got close was with Ragou, and I just killed him so that took care of the problem.

[you could maybe be a little less relaxed about that, yuri...]

Hey, don't mention it.

[He seems pleased, though, in his own way.]

I've been through some shit that was pretty bad; I just tried not to think about it until it was over. Maybe not the best way to deal with it, but it kept everything from doing my head in.

That's what I did back home too. There was usually some down time to think about it - we did a lot of traveling like this - but there were always monsters to fight and that'd usually keep me busy enough.

I had six months where I couldn't really do much but think about shit. Absolutely wouldn't recommend it.

That long? Sounds awful.

What happened? If you don't mind me asking.

Those people who were after something I've got - they caught up with me and threw me in prison in another country.

[He's quiet for a moment.]

I told you about how I don't get sick ever, yeah? Because of something that's in my blood. That's what they were after. They did experiments on me for six months, used my blood to make their viruses stronger so they could wipe out huge amounts of the population.

So Uxie screaming about that sort of thing earlier didn't go over too well.

[Oh, that's... really upsetting, actually...]

I'm really sorry, Jake.

[He hesitates, unsure of what to say next. Kidnapped for your power so they can use that power to hurt people... It isn't something he's experienced, exactly, but Estelle... He at least has some idea of how terrible it is.]

...It's probably a dumb question given everything, but are you okay?

[Mm.]

I think so? If I'm not now, I'll be okay by morning. Just kind of working on it now, I guess.

...If this sorta thing is bothering you at any point, you can come spar with me. Who knows, maybe I'll get better with practice.

[He's. He's trying to help, he's just kind of Bad At This and fighting is clearly always a good solution??]

...I'll keep that in mind. Thanks.

Yeah, no problem. It's better to fight something that'll hit back, right?

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