[....well. That is an interesting question. It'll take some thought - hopefully you won't mind if Rey is quiet for a little while. She isn't upset, just thinking.]

...I don't think I've quite worked out a simple answer to that question. I...

[...]

...sometimes I hate them, and I feel glad they're dead. Other times I want them to come back more than anything. I think, though...how do I say this...

[We're really doing great at the whole 'forming coherent sentences' thing today, geez.]

...they've taken up so much of my emotional energy for so long. Someone told me that they're my greatest weakness, and he was right. I think that regardless of how I feel, I need to let them go.

I'll never be able to move on, otherwise.