azume | Week 14.

Week 14.

WEEK 14

Sunday is a rough day all around; it's for the best that you remain where you are for the day, for the sake of regrouping and recovering, and perhaps getting some sleep - assuming that any will come. However, as difficult though it may be (and as futile though it may seem) Monday is likely best seen as a day to depart - a day to start to take whatever actions can still be taken, and to assess where to go from here. A good place to start is Canalave City; it's where you were going to meet with Cynthia, and where you were planning on looking into the legends of Sinnoh. The city itself is beautiful, a massive port town split down the center by a large canal system filled with boats and clear water leading out to sea; however, the recent changes to the world have affected this place as well, perhaps making it a bit difficult to enjoy the city in its entirety.

However, the library is here, as are several other points of interest; as difficult though it may be to see the world like this, the trip here will hopefully be worth your while in the end...

CURRENT LOCATION: CANALAVE CITY
POKEMON AVAILABLE: WITHIN CITIES
SURROUNDING ROUTES: PLAINS/FOREST / NEAR WATER

MONDAY | TUESDAY | WEDNESDAY | THURSDAY | FRIDAY
[OOC: Welcome to week fourteen of Azume; feel free to make as many top levels as you'd like and tag out to other characters! This post is for all of your interactions this week... at least until the weekend. Don't forget that a write-up is due this weekend!]

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Yeah, I am. It's not exactly easy, but I think most of us are having a bit of a hard time with it.

...How are you doing?

[He shrugs at that.]

Doing all right. This whole thing is still kind of bullshit, but that's how it's going to be, I guess.

We'll make it through. Not like we've really got much of a choice now, yeah?

Yeah, something like that.

[...]

Still not feeling too much about it. It's probably better that way.

I guess you could argue that not feeling much about it probably isn't a good thing, but honestly? As long as it keeps you on your feet and able to focus on stuff, I think it's fine.

If you do start feeling anything, you can always come talk to me. Hell, if you don't feel like talking, we can spar instead.

I'll keep that in mind, yeah. I don't know, I'm mostly just trying to keep an eye on everyone right now.

It's good of you to look out for everyone. Some people really need it right now, yeah?

I dont know if I'd say it's all that good. They just need it more than I do; I've dealt with world-ending bullshit before.

I really appreciate it, and I'm sure the others do too. Thanks, Jake.

You don't have to thank me for it. It's like I've been telling the others, it's not like I'm a good person or anything. There's just shit that we need to get done, and we can't do it if we're all falling apart.

Yeah, definitely. It's good to have people who will do their best to look after everyone. We're a pretty tight-knit group, so I think we'll be able to look out for each other fairly well.

Yeah. We'll figure ourselves out eventually.

We will. It'll be difficult for awhile, but I really don't think any of us are going to give up now.

Yeah, I know.

[He goes quiet at that, though; it's going to be fine and he knows it, it's just...not okay for right now, for whatever goddamn reason. Something he'll sort through eventually, probably.]

[He's quiet for a moment as well.]

...Don't forget that we're here for you as well. No matter how bad things get, I can't see our group splitting up. So if you're having a hard time, someone'll be there to help you back to your feet.

...You don't have to worry about me.

[He's not looking at Yuri, though.]

I don't want to have to rely on you guys, anyway. I'll be fine.

Yeah, I know you will be. Doesn't mean you can't take a moment to be upset, though.

And besides, it's a little too late for that. I'm already worried about you.

[It's said lightly, but that doesn't mean he's not serious.]

[He shrugs.]

We don't have a whole lot of time to waste on shit like that. We're going to just keep going ahead with what we were doing before all this shit happened, and we're going to pretend we're making a difference for a while until Cyrus decides he's done dicking around and comes to kill us again, and maybe he'll succeed this time. Or maybe he won't, and we'll just keep repeating this shit until he does. Same outcome.

[...That...went places, didn't it.]

Point is, we can only sit around and exchange nice words for so long before we all die. You don't have to waste that shit on me.

[He's quiet through that, though he's turned his attention to Jake again.]

Hey, we don't know that'll happen. Yeah, it's possible that he'll try to smite us down again. Maybe he'll succeed. Right now it looks like that's what'll happen. But we don't know that for sure, and none of us are going to give up easily. We'll see about meeting up with those other deities, and maybe we'll be able to stand a chance against Cyrus next time.

I know it's tough to believe things will be okay right now. But we'll figure something out, I'm sure of that.

Sometimes shit like "doing your best" and "not giving up" isn't enough, Yuri. We can't fight this and you know it.

[He kind of...laughs a bit, the sound brief and hollow.]

It's not like I'm not used this shit. Mercenaries like me... We don't get a say in how we die. That's just how it goes. This sort of shit is what happens when you let yourself think it's gonna work out for once - you get a nice reminder that God hates you and He's really gonna enjoy sending you to hell when you go. It's a pretty familiar pattern by now.

[Yuri's quiet through all that and by the time Jake's done... well, to be honest, Yuri isn't really sure how to handle that. He hesitates for a moment before he moves a bit and claps a hand to Jake's shoulder. It's a little on the rough side, and his grip is probably tighter than it really should be, but an attempt is being made, goddammit.]

I know you aren't gonna believe me right now, but things will get better. Don't think for a minute that any one of us will let you die.

Can we fight this right now? Hell no. We don't stand a damn chance. That doesn't mean things are always gonna be like this. We're going to find some allies, and we're going to figure out a plan, and then we're going to strike back and fix things here. And when we're all done with that, we'll find a way home.

You don't have to believe me right now. Just focus on moving forward. Keep walking, and who knows where you'll end up.

You're not going to die here, Jake. None of us are.

[He tenses up immediately at that hand on his shoulder; he manages to keep from just...socking Yuri on reflex (probably a good thing, since they're so damn high off the ground) but it takes him a good long moment to relax, though he doesn't try to shrug him off or anything.]

You're a fucking dumbass if you actually think we can win this.

[It's light, though. More affectionate than anything.]

But yeah, I think I can do that, at least, Like you said, not much of a choice.

[Thank you for not punching him, he probably would have fallen off and died and no one needs that.]

I don't recall ever claiming to be the brightest person here.

[He relaxes a little, though, and his grip loosens a bit. He's still not pulling away just yet.]

I don't mind reminding you if you need it. And I certainly don't mind sparring with you if you just need to shut your brain off for awhile. I'm not exactly the best at this pep talk stuff if you haven't noticed, but I'll be here for you whenever you need someone to listen. Don't go giving up on us yet, okay?

You're not that bad at it. Even if you are, people around here think I'm good at it for some reason, so you're still above our collectively shit standards.

[...This has been awkward, but it's still not "scream at this 12-year-old" levels of bad at the pep talking, Yuri, so you're probably doing fine.]

[it's actually impressive he has not managed to scream at any children in this game smh]

Hey, c'mon, give yourself some credit. You're not bad at it either.

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